Wednesday October 13th, 2010. The day I found out that i was to be a teenage mom. My name is Mindi, I'm 17 years old. I graduated from high school and college, but i still attend PCC looking for whats right for me, and when i found it BOOM! I become a mother.
I'm not upset by this. My mother was a teen mom too, so i have a lot of family support. But all the family in the world couldn't make up for a child's father. Sam. My baby daddy. He's a very smart sweet guy, but defiantly not ready to be a father. Nor does he want to be.
We've been dating almost 9 months now. When I told him i was pregnant he told me to get an abortion, that i was selfish for wanting to keep this kid, that he had just as much a say in this decision as i did and he isn't backing down. Well i'm not dumb. I know that even if he has an opinion it is MY decision and I choose to keep this baby. Abortion isn't something i could do, to myself or my child, especially knowing that i can take care of him/her.
Sam was extremely mad at me for making this decision, but it was mine to make. So know he just pretends like it doesn't exist. If we don't talk about it, it won't happen, and its driving me crazy! I told him that if he doesn't want to do this then he can leave otherwise he needs to be fully in this because my baby needs a real father not a half in half out father like the one I had. But he's too good a guy to leave, but still he won't talk about this baby. OUR baby. We've known two days and its already hard...
Any advice or prayers would be great.
All Love,
Mama Mindi
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