Morning Sickness

Sorry I still don't know how far along i am... i will hopefully find out soon.

I broke up with Sam a few days ago. I called him that morning to see what time he was coming over and he blew up at me, and for hours he just yelled at me about things that i had nothing to do with, about things that were bothering him and he had no one else to blame, finally he said. "the bottom line is i don't have time for you or your bullshit drama!" Up until that point i had been crying my eyes out, but that, that was just hurtful. So i told him that it was fine, that i'd just take my "bull-shit drama" somewhere else and he could call me when he grows up.

Well i guess it didn't take him very long to grow up because within hours he called me saying that he'd do anything to fix this. But i didn't give in to him that easy, i wanted to but i didn't. I told him if he wanted me back he needed to prove to me that he was not only going to be there for me, but our child too.

We're taking it one day at a time, but things are getting better.

Although something bothered me the other day. He came over to talk and i had asked if he had told his family about the baby. He said no and that he wasn't planning to, EVER...... to me this seems like hes ashamed of me and our child, i don't see how he plans to support us for very long if he won't even tell his family....I don't know. What do you think?

All Love,
Ma Ma Mindi